Monday, 23 September 2013

Creative writing - a response to The Waste land

 I don't have much experience on reading and analysing poems. I was an ESL student during IGCSE and in my 12 I learnt not many poems: Carol Ann Duffy's and Robert Browning's. But last wednesday (18th of Sep) during English lesson we learnt a super difficult poem called The Waste land by T.S Elliot written in 1922. We actually didn't learn and go into depth, but the teacher just recited the poem and asked how we felt about it. I had no idea what it was talking about. I even didn't get what the poem was about, who the speaker was, and what was happening in the poem. The problem was that he gave us homework to write a response to this poem, but we could do anything we want: drawing, making a film, creative writing such as poem or normally oral commentary. This was obviously related to CAS as it was producing a creative piece of work and challenging enough.
 However, in order to do this, I really needed to understand a poem at least partly, but I had absolutely no idea about it. Although I reread the poem once again at home, it didn't still make sense to me. However, suddenly a good idea came across in my head. How about I wrote a response that I don't get a poem at all? The point of this task was not understanding a poem, but showing my feelings. Anyway, I didn't get the poem and I wanted to show that I could produce a creative writing even if I didn't get the poem. I wrote a diary from my point of view. In the writing, I was nervous, as the teacher might ask me a question about the poem. And finally when my turn came, the long silence kept and the only sound in the room was a clock going. Tik Tok..and by using this sound of the clock I attempted to create my nervousness, developed tension and the silence. And at the end of writing, I realised that the whole thing was dream as the ringing of alarm clock awakened me.

Monday, 16 September 2013

First basketball this year

 Since I stayed in Korea for 2 months during summer holiday to study, I didn't play basketball for 3 months. As I know the importance of regular practices, I guessed that the first day in basketball club would be horrible (even when I didn't play once a week, all the things like shooting were reset and I had to practice them again) Last wednesday, I participated in the school basketball club with a thought that it was the first day after 3 months and . The main players such as Mr.Gray and Mr.Giddens unfortunately left the school, but some new players came. We first started with lay-up practices. I found that my lay up from left side, which was horrible in last year, got worse. Shooting was also not an exception. I did watch a video which teaches how to shoot properly and accurately over and over again just to get used to it, but watching and playing were obviously different. According to the record (we started to record individuals' shooting to reflect our performances), my shooting rates was only 33% (3/9). I think the problem was that I needed to look at basket until the ball was released from my finger, but I didn't concentrate until the tip point.

 Not only individual skills, but also the team play was not really good. In my team, the members were great; they were all quite good players, but the games didn't go as I expected. Personally, I was baffled where to move and didn't help my team very much. And I found myself that I hold the ball for too long. Actually, I couldn't see my team members, dribbling the ball, and this was a main cause that we missed the chances to score at appropriate timing with good passes. In the first basketball session I realised that there are a lot to work on to improve and these are what I should do to be a better player.

> Participate in a school basketball team regularly just to keep
> Look at the basket until the ball is realsed
> Release the ball at the highest jumping point
> Look around and pass at suitable timing
> Practice left hand lay up
 

Wednesday, 4 September 2013

Reflection of last year and What I need to do

 
  Last year, year 12, was a personally time that I adapted to IB. Frankly, I don't think that I am fully used to it, but I at least realized that I shouldn't study casually like last year. I regret that I didn't study much last year, which I always do every year. And I swear to myself that I will become a completely different person, whih also I always have done every year. But this time, I feel some desperation and necessity that I really have to be.

 Since I came back to Moscow from Korea after holiday, my brain was completely cleared, so fresh that every stuff I learnt seems new. However, still a lot to go forth, a lot of new stuffs are waiting for me this year and I also have to revise the old stuffs. I am a kind of person who really don't trust myself, always regret what I did and say that I cannot do it. And as I always have done I am afraid that I can really do this: whether I can successfully finish my IB with my empty brain.

 As I feel this year shouldn't be wasted like the last year, I am now reflecting my y12s and what I should do in year 13. First to look at my academic results, there is no subject that I can say I am good at it. All the subjects seem to be a problem for me, but I got fine results in business, Russian and English. But no certainty that I will get the same or better results. Then how can I improve those?

 Seriously, revision is important. Forgetting is a natural occurence for human beings and the way to pevent is keep rehersaring. Last year, I actuallly knew that I had to revise in regular term, but I delayed and delayed and spent one year like that. And the most dangerous thing in studying is attitude that I will do it tomorrow; the same principle is applied for CAS. I now know that tomorrow is the day before exam and should never delay.

 It is easy to say I won't do it, but difficult to put into practice. For my whole academic years, I just planned, but never did in the reality. Time flies and it is significant to manage time really wisely. I have a year, but a lot of things to do. Personally, I not only have to do IB, but also to study other things required for Korean university. And one more problem I have is my English is not good. So I also have to spend more time to improve my English to become at least like my classmates, but I have more to work than others. How can I deal with time management problem with a lot of works then?

 I am not sure that this works and I will follow it everyday, but I think everyday planner will quite help. It is not just a list that what I have to do today, but  from when to when I do this and that to be working more effectively.

 And not only study, but I shouldn't neglect CAS as well. I heard that few senior students who actually got good results failed to get diploma. I have so many things to care about. It seems impossible to make it. But trust myself, and never give up.

Specific things I need to do
- Revise with a planner
- Enlarge my vocabulary in Russian and English
- Show a good participation in class
- Don't be afraid of asking questions to teachers
- Never delay works
- Use time wisely